Wedding blues

It seems like the wedding blues has finally hit me. I feel like getting married and having a kid. But I guess overall it has been quite a journey in my relationship with my bf now. He's ok now actually. Much much more better than before.

I guess the way to move forward in a relationship is to be positive and to give more to the relationship and not expect anything from it. And it has helped tremendously. Now, I just want to get married.