I can't

I can't. I'm too lazy. I so wanted to break up with my ex-but-now-boyfriend last Friday or something. But as soon as I set my eyes upon him and his disheveled self I can't. So I ended up helping him to draft an opinion and that's how I spent my Friday night. In the office with my BF helping him with some opinion.I guess I had to kick off my dancing shoes for awhile.

Weekend came and went. Somehow when you are in a relationship you don't really realised it... but the weekends are just too short a span of time to do everything or anything. Nothing exciting like some hot action in the morning or afternoon, I mean after all we do know each other like ages ago. All that sizzle...just fizzled out as soon as I said the word "commit". Sad! Sad! I know. But I'm lazy. Plus, I cant.

I can't be asked to go for another relationship again. Too many pyschos out there and too many freaks. I guess some of the guys I have been out with would say the same about me. But hey, one man's freak is another man's girlfriend. And the Pussycat Dolls seems to think that a freak makes a great girlfriend. That's where I come in. Maybe this is it for me. It's not some zsa zsa zsum moment or feeling but I feel warm at night and have someone to rely on everyday. Can't wait to settle down. Now as for the 40k and the Vera Wang gown for the wedding reception....hmmmm....reality...fucking bites you in the arse. Coz , well let's face it. I can't. Afford it.